gg

leaving end of nxt week. hmm...

it will be a sad day for all the ladies in singapore,
but definitely an occasion for celebration among singapore bachelors

my fren asked me whether i 舍得leave this place. of cuz i 不舍得.
but i dont want to let my emotions rule over my decision-making.
i think that leaving is the right choice for me. or maybe i shouldnt say "leaving"
i shd say moving forward to another phase of life. to a new environment. to a new grp of frens.

leaving my boyhood frens, leaving my emotional landscape,
and moving on to face the world. brutal. ruthless. cut-throat.

yucks.
i dont like that.
i fear. i hesitate.
but that's the right thing to do.

i hope it's right.

P.S goodbye my dota kakis. playing with you guys have given me more joys and comforts than any other things. the kind of brotherhood, team spirit, common understanding among us. the sensational times when we held our hands together in triumph after a good win. equally sensational were the times we played bball. our gay tricks. our team spirit. i love you all, gaylouz. i really hope that u guys can get the uni and scholarship of ur choice. even if everything goes against ur plan, dont lose heart. call me.

fuck.
my tears..