even though i have been here for merely 9 days, i have already been to 4 parties (5 if you include the crossdress party)
Drink, Music, Dance, Hangout, Chill.
it feels a little decadent to lead a lifestyle in this way. and sometimes i'd feel an inexplicable sense of loss and loneliness, finding myself losing my own self in the midst of a bunch of wriggling dancers, in the constant bombardment of deafening music. And there are moments when i felt like the entire place was swirling and spiraling around me so furiously that i couldnt seem to hold my feet and stand firm.
is that not how we feel in our lives sometimes, finding ourselves fighting and losing this solitary battle against the world and against ourselves?
and when you can fight no more,
the only way out is to lose yourself in drinks and dances.
"rains and tears are all the same but in the sun you have to play the game"
-lak
Drink, Music, Dance, Hangout, Chill.
it feels a little decadent to lead a lifestyle in this way. and sometimes i'd feel an inexplicable sense of loss and loneliness, finding myself losing my own self in the midst of a bunch of wriggling dancers, in the constant bombardment of deafening music. And there are moments when i felt like the entire place was swirling and spiraling around me so furiously that i couldnt seem to hold my feet and stand firm.
is that not how we feel in our lives sometimes, finding ourselves fighting and losing this solitary battle against the world and against ourselves?
and when you can fight no more,
the only way out is to lose yourself in drinks and dances.
"rains and tears are all the same but in the sun you have to play the game"
-lak
2 Comments:
At 6:04 pm,
Anonymous said…
hey bro...please take care of yourself over there k? miss you already...will keep in touch right :)
At 11:43 pm,
SET said…
Sometimes, you don't have to fight against the world. You have to be cunning. If you can't beat them, join them. Be the world.
Make sure you enjoy and like whatever you do. Take care.
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