class outing at marche
我很不开心
when i asked around, everyone seemed ok with it. all said:"should be ok" and a lot of them never turned up. and they never even tell me that they couldnt turn up
and some said "see how first"...what a responsible answer. And even more responsible when they didnt tell me tt they cmi when they didnt come. Come one, when u say "see first", of cuz it is imperative of you to inform the organiser in the end if you really can make it or not.
SO much talk about 7A spirit. so much hooraa abt how sian JC2 life is and how much they desire to have a class outing. Not that many of you really have good reasons. Some even chosen DOTA over class outing. And some say broke. But when i suggested tt only yw and zichao reflected that to me. and in the end zichao even turned up! and teck, who has got parade until v late, even said sorry for not going for cls outing. really, these 2 great pple (zc and teck) make some other people pale in comparisons. True, characters are really something that are precious. And zichao and teck are real men with real characters. Timo also.
i know marche is ex. but when it was being proposed, only 2 guys reflected that. and i thought would have ard 20 pple turned up.
I have always believed, or tried to convince myself, that 04S7A rox. but i think i would no longer believe in this myth. it is only an illusion. an illusion that hurts. of cuz 04S7A is full of nice and wonderful people. but there are also some that are **-censured-**. the many ideas that are in my mind eg class trip, class video, class publication. I find no inspiration to execute them anymore. i have lost the passion for the class, though i still love the class. i find it no point to be trying to save the class spirit. No one cares. I will juz let nature takes its course...
and i would not organise class outing anymore. not in near future. i think i would not want to attend class outing also. it has become so meaningless...maybe except dota and kbox. i would prefer sleeping or reading in the library. there are so many things in the world that await me to explore and love, why waste my energy and passion on this class? i am disillusioned. i will juz keep and cherish the frenship i have with my good frenz in this class such as zc teck timo and etc...and for the others, i dun give a fuck
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