to construct, you need to first deconstruct

i am so tired and sick of people defining themselves and others by the schools they go to, the scholarships they have, and awards they won. i can't believe that KL is filled with such people. and if the future of this country is counting on these"intellectuals", i am not coming back.


there is so much more to being a human being, and such shallow obsession with academic and career "achievements" really makes me wonder why are they not in the slightest bit ashamed of themselves.



Out of the college bubble, real life is such a bitch sometimes. Not that in a personal level i am unhappy or not enjoying myself, it's just that there are certain inherent and systematic problems with human being and with the society as a whole. sometimes i really wish i can stay in the ivory tower forever and not have to face real world.

yes, i am so not ready to be an adult, to face the society. cos i am still a full human being. every single bit of me.






i wanna go tibet+nepal+bhutan+mongolia (or maybe 1 or 2 of them) next summer as a trip to deconstruct myself. i wanna deconstruct what the society has imposed on me, and unlearned my perception about myself and the world all these while.

should be in end of may+early june, for a period of 2 weeks or more. if i am short of money then maybe i will try to get sponsorship from the school and "package" the trip as a travellog or historical cultural study. looking for 2/3 other travel buddies, hopefully who are interested and passionate about finding oneself in these spiritual places.


let me know if you are interested ;)

this is gonna be life-changing. who knows, i might just stay in tibet to be a monk, or wander around the mongolian plains with the nomad.