Proud of zhangrui

Ray is sooo zai. My idol of the moment. So happy and proud of her :) 5000 bucks cash and an A-star scholarship till PhD...salute Dr.Zhang! haha



anyway...today nothing much happened, but a lot of thoughts raged through my mind..

1) SYF is near..i m not sure how confident i am of the band..i dun have the full confidence yet...i am not very worried...but i want the band to do well

2) Existence of God

read abt "Show me God". was quite impressed...and it is really thought-provoking..shall post abt the details later...

3) Band Prayer..

this leads me into further muse over the existence of God. I must admit tt this is my first time joing the Christians in praying, and i felt a little unaccustomed. But nevertheless i felt more refresh and energised after it...and it is as though we have lent each other support...the act of praying aside, i m really enbroiled into this fervent thinking abt existence of God...later i looked into the far sky and asked myself, "is there God?" And i still am still uncertain of the answer. Elaine said tt the fact that i came across the book accidentally in the library b4 the prayer session is a message from God. Hmm...I have no idea indeed...i tried to ask some people abt it...but different people hold different ideas, and no one seems to be able to enlighten me completely

4)and she sent me syf encouragement sms yesterday at 9.10pm. It was a time when i was so exhausted physically and mentally, and i was so touched when the message came until i almost cried. really no kidding. (i m INFP..i bit hupersensitive..) it is sweet of her...nice...as a friend..a friend of cuz :)