The Plan

I shall term it "The Plan"

for many months i have been living in a life that i do not know the purpose. For months i wake up everyday not knowing what to do with my life. For months i do not even have the inspiration and energy to wake up and face this purposeless, routine world. I wanted a direction: from Inner or from Outer. I was awaiting salvation from the One. I do not think i can escape this world but at least i want to live with direction. Even if it is a fabricated cause.

Now, the time has come. No more discomfort about the past. No more unrest about present. No more worries about the future. My life will be set into a direction, in accordance to The Plan. I owed the coming of The Plan to 2 persons. I thank you 2 alot lot.

I have decided to live out the real me. more 感性 than 理性. 并寻求真善美. Make reality my dream. Make my dream a reality.

With The Plan, i live with passion in my soul, the purpose in my mind, and peace at my heart.




But



What if The Plan fails? I dun give a damn now. Now i have total faith in it and my faith will not falter, until the moment The Plan succeeds or fails. After that then i would have The Plan II :D