伤心,是因为心真的被伤了.
Heartbreak is literal..the heart, where my soul seats, has collapsed. As a result, my soul is unsettled, my energy unfocussed. no wonder my disjointed flow of thoughts and fleeting spans of concentration.
under the veneer of all the activities (outings, chalet, BTII, bball...) that i have been occupying myself with, it has not changed the slightest. All the activities served only to distract me. the wound has not healed, and lies even deeper inside.
during the activities i am too occupied to think and reflect. But when i'm free now, i discover that my life has no drive. in another word, i see no drive in life. it explains the hollow and empty feeling i've been feeling when i am not doing anything.
now i am officially a hollow man. there's no fire in me. no fire, no life.
i can't change the past. I have no idea over my future. And now i have no control even over my present self.
"There are 2 things: the actual & the ideal. to be mature is to see the ideal and live with the actual"
Heartbreak is literal..the heart, where my soul seats, has collapsed. As a result, my soul is unsettled, my energy unfocussed. no wonder my disjointed flow of thoughts and fleeting spans of concentration.
under the veneer of all the activities (outings, chalet, BTII, bball...) that i have been occupying myself with, it has not changed the slightest. All the activities served only to distract me. the wound has not healed, and lies even deeper inside.
during the activities i am too occupied to think and reflect. But when i'm free now, i discover that my life has no drive. in another word, i see no drive in life. it explains the hollow and empty feeling i've been feeling when i am not doing anything.
now i am officially a hollow man. there's no fire in me. no fire, no life.
i can't change the past. I have no idea over my future. And now i have no control even over my present self.
"There are 2 things: the actual & the ideal. to be mature is to see the ideal and live with the actual"
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